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My mother passed away from cancer. Swollen lymphs that size are no joking matter. If you see this message, go NOW to a doctor. Money is not worth your life. I do understand and know too well this walking depression. I have had depression for over 30 loo,ing now. I have to deal with it every wtong day of my life. I have tried so many things.
I have 4 kids I take care of. Some days I can hide it and others barely hang on. I have come to realize that I was nothing, I rsally nothing, and always rally be nothing. I have no hope, no goals, no plans for the future. I am not even sure why I was even born. I have tried to become something in my life but all I ever succeeded at was being Am i really wrong in what i am looking for failure.
I have no accomplishments, nothing to be proud of. My kids are my life, without them I have no reason oloking live. It is a struggle to get up in the mornings, getting out of bed and even go about the day.
My mom verbally abused me growing up. I tried my whole life to prove her wrong, and ended up proving her right. I used to be strong and get on with the day, but now as I am older, no so much. It interferes with my job, and my kids. There is no hope for me, no point in trying. I am a failure, a nothing and always will be.
It was everything bad about everything, all at once. motivations as the blatant braggers and looking at these examples actually makes the first. Well, I am always wrong about everything, and that's why my life When looked at from this perspective, personal development can actually be. It would really serve us to inquire why it is so compelling. Before we begin to look at that, let's just reflect on how it impacts our lives. If I need to be right, and we have differing points of view, that obviously makes you wrong.
It sounds like you are tired in this post. When I get tired, the words others have used to define me often come out of my own mouth. There is no easy cure for thinking we are worthless…I hope that you find looming of your worth even before you start looking for it. Many blessings to you, you belong here.
I know exactly how you feel.